Yes, the sweet little friend has suffered the blow again...... Only this time I've been shattered like never before. It felt like I was getting transformed to a whole new person - the kind of person I should have well been after seeing what is there, saying what I feel, doing what is right, meaning each word spoken and being what I am from time long ago. But everybody loves the sweet person I am, and as for me who doesn't like to be adored. Now, it seems like it's just too unbearable for me to hide, to keep all those things in the back of my head that seem to disturb my peace of mind anymore. It seems like hope cannot be restored doesn't matter what I do to mend things because it has invariably been the very same story for all my life. And so, to believe that the world is a better place than what is apparent is not an easy thing to do. But I am ready to climb down the stairs to be unharmed, unhurt, unbroken and unchanged!!
